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| The fabric sample I picked out for the curtains in Ellie's nursery. |
There are many parts of the next few weeks that I am not looking forward to. So I have to keep reminding myself to breathe and time will pass.
I look forward to the days when life slows down and I can stop having to worry about so much. I am not entirely sure if the worrying just comes with the complications of getting older or if it is a situational thing. Either way, I dream of having less to do, less to fear, and more time to just be. Not going to lie, after the past year or so, I am emotionally exhausted. Thank goodness for my day dreaming nature as a coping mechanism. It gets me by.
So here is what I am dreaming of right now:
- summer and all the wonderful outdoor things that come with it
- sleep
- home cooked meals
- less worries
- a bath
- new clothes
- a home that is far from town
- a garden
- spending my days with Ellie
- finishing the nursery
- a personal assistant at work
- having a quiet dinner with JG
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